you clicked one of the sites you placed on favorites after gazilion times of going online but never came back.
you saw one from someone you wish to meet, an artist, with the style you've shown interest with
you end up stalking him
the more juicy and admiring he shows himself, the more you want him
then you got envy
jealous that he owns everything you dont
then you wished for a better life
a better boyfriend; because he bores you
a better home; with a bigger bed
cooler friends;with dyed hair, piercings, and wears heels
and cooler things; a thin laptop, a pen and a tablet, a desktop.
then you close those sites and placed up a sigh.

then you wished you couldve just watched for how i met your mother series than had your 3 minutes to waste.