im kind of fearing everything right now.

yup im excited for the new year, summers and all; but i cant help to think that i might bump into my unfortunate events again.

all my un-endearing moments coincidentally happen every first months of the year-continuing until summer, gets better until neutral from rainy season, then went blooming for the rest of the ending months of the year.

that's how my cycle goes.

i observed that the gloomy parts always gets worse every freaking year.

im too articulate not to notice since i always have kept writing on my journal so i can keep details and not miss anything.

im scared. im really really scared.

its one of the expected surprises that new years never failed to impress and unimpress me.

im afraid to face depression again. i have been too happy i guess.

life, i already went on to too many things, go easy on me now.

i am the hippie
ka vogue gay ra
the daydreamer meets her reality
whisper war
california mackies
the sm fairview love drive
AWESOME. just AWESOME.
teta espiritu
tales of an arcade drifter ver 5.2
rott with a double t
kurlytop
hello hell
judy zabala's final fantastic world









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