im back again. sort of.

this state. really is eating off my brain. and just why'd flies just come bugging me and my mediocre ondoy-strucked apartment. wala lang. nakakairita. haha

anyway, here it goes.

yes i did something and i [almost] finished it.
a survey. atleast i did something right? my computer came crashing after i didnt hav the time to think of anything else after.

im not done yet with the juice challenge. but i've hid the other juice packs already :) im now down to half a bottle.


i have something senseful to share. ( i believe that my senses went off with my brain, and now melting with my unstable mental state)

since this blog HAD been dedicated to my past lover, Billy. i might as well put something about him AGAIN. since we are now good friends, and i always get to talk to him minus the sweet itchyness. i think he wouldnt mind, he doesnt read my blog anyway. and im not here to talk about bitterness :)

disclaimer: im not telling to take him back.

billy is not someone i want to be with. he's someone i want to be.

yes folks, thats it :D

i just realized two midnights ago.

because i like the way he thinks of things.
i like the way he reacts on stuffs
i like the way he do with his time.
i like the way he's real.

he's got a lot of flaws that made me hate him, but the whole get-up; i think that made me think im inlove with him, right? maybe thats why i cant stand to hate him for too long even if i do.

he's someone i knew best, but he's always proved me he's too spontaneous to be guessed.

and even if he spoiled a lot of things in the past, he'd still have this charm that would make me tumbling and smiling.

if id be someone else, i would want to be my ex-boyfriend.

i do not want him back-im happy with my boyfriend, and billy' there like my bestfriend. go figure. bitches

tell me i dont sound sarcastic. but this is the best ones of my 2009



just except this mental disorder. i think im chewing off my computer. LOL