"There was a survey once, a thousand people were asked if they could know in advance whether they wanto know the exact date of their death. 96% of them said no. i always kind of lean to the other 4%. I thought it would be liberating, knowing how much time you left to work with. it turns out, its not." -Carter (Morgan Freeman) on Bucket List.
that chance i was talking early this morning, is happening. all i can say its beautiful. almost perfect. thing is, it wasnt meant to last like the rest of the chances i had. too bad that there's nothing that i could help.
things are just so senseless when you know it'll end. maybe not sooner, but its suppose to end in some way. i couldve wanted to end it right away, but i cant. in the back of my mind i know im wasting too much time already, but i cant. im just so sorry for being too selfish right now.
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